THIS IS INFATUATIONS BEST KEPT SECRET

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 00:16:46 GMT

phoenix mann.
backstage at fergie
toking on the tour bus(not me of course)
rooney's guitarist lurking me
ronney's techie giving us his card so crump could smoke him out
watching star wars
cutie patootie tech with prada, NOT versace
cross eyed guitar tech asking which one of us was sherman(wtf.)
hotel window being visible to majority of downtown phoenix
flat tire
sun burns
eight hundred dollar tire(if that's even possible) paid for by favorite uncle

overall trip: slammin'

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 01:02:27 GMT

i need a job.

Sun, 20 May 2007 22:49:36 GMT

Last night a nigger and his lame ass friends did a drive by at a party i was at and just happened to pelt two bis ass rocks through my rear window. All the while, I was sleeping and i heard people running and yelling that rocks were being thrown at cars, and i just had a feeling. The shittiest thing is that my insurance won't cover it. The window loooks sweet though. Completely shattered and being held together by limo tint.

FUCK NIGGERS!

Anyone want to start a fund for the FIX SHERMAN'S CAR DONATION?

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:43:15 GMT

I have more compassion for animals than I will EVER have for ANY human-being.

Scale of 1-10:
9 1/2

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 01:44:59 GMT

i never realized how much i could miss someone until now.

right now my life consists of three things:
school
work
boyfriend

jose and i were talking about love tonight...
he actually DOES have a soul.
...and i'm a crybaby.

i just want to be a part of the janis dickinson modeling agency.
is that too much to ask?!

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 19:08:55 GMT

i know it's because you love me......

but i've got this.

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 17:52:10 GMT

i'm not too sure what to think of this...

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 04:24:34 GMT

today i went to my first real meeting.
it went better than i had expected.
...but there was almost a brawl between this young skinny dude and this old fat man.

i graduate my iop this week.

i start my job on monday :)
i'm excited to get paid.

the senior picture on the bleechers was a real eyeopener.
all of the girls that were in the 'delicious dorados' were my good friends throughout jigh school.
i can't standdddd ANY of them now.
they have all betrayed me in one way or another so i am glad i have nothing to do with them any more.

p.s. my vagina is dyingggggg

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 23:12:32 GMT

i got new digits due to a creepster.

870-3738

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 03:04:01 GMT

i destroyed my locks.

i missed my sister and her manipulative goodness

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 02:47:50 GMT

getting hammered in vail should occupy me for a while.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 05:00:16 GMT

this was one of the happiest days of my sixteen years of life

:)

i'm so happy to be back and i missed everyoneeeeeee

ps my whole facial region hurts from smiling so much

...but its okay!

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 20:27:40 GMT

this is bullshit.

i won't be in school for a while.

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:11:33 GMT

this probably isn't the best idea i've ever had.

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 18:46:48 GMT

this was the last time.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 07:22:44 GMT

i miss my family
and by family, i know you all know i don't mean blood.
i mean the boys i grew up with...
my brothers
that i i haven't seen or talked to in a long while
because i'm a fuck up
but i'm getting better
and hopefully in a couple of months i will be functioning and normal again
and we can all hang out?

:/

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:02:10 GMT

i failed.
fuckkkkk.
i was fucked up, what can you do?
damn it.

why did i give in to the pressure?

on a good note,
my car runs
...but it sounds and feels like it's going to explode.

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:49:04 GMT

monday, wednesday, thursday.

story of my life.

at least there's a hottie i can stare at for the three hours a day.

:)

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 01:03:41 GMT

it's always the same thing.

never, ever to myself

:/

last night was lame.

i tried, but it's just sooo hard!

ps. only a certain two know what this entry is about so if you are reading this thinking,"this is about me.", you're a fucking idiot.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 08:29:32 GMT

ima steal that shittttt

:)

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 23:49:34 GMT

i tried to make a post from my phone yesterday, but apparently it didnt work.

that was the hardest thing i ever think ive had to do.

conni and connie are fucking dopeeeeee though.

butttttt i fucked up last night so i might not be seeing some of you for a while. :/

im just scared to be there alone, and not having any normal human contact for however long.

i hope this makes you happy.

ps. i hope they have a stereo or music player of some sort :)

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:28:21 GMT

i missed you boys sooo much.

i'm glad you guys care.

:)

Tonight owned.

I love youzzzz

ps. tonight spehn and i were everywhere on the northside and everywhere we went she just passed out in my car.
she is rad for doing that. <3 also, being fucked up rules.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 23:34:37 GMT

someone pleaseeeee get me this hoodieeeeee

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 05:32:19 GMT

ive discovered that everyone only cares about themselves; noone else, no matter what.

it's nature.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 06:25:43 GMT

i may be alot of things...

but im not selfish.