THIS IS INFATUATIONS BEST KEPT SECRET

static__silence @ 2007-07-21T17:09:00

2007-07-22T00:16:46Z

phoenix mann.
backstage at fergie
toking on the tour bus(not me of course)
rooney's guitarist lurking me
ronney's techie giving us his card so crump could smoke him out
watching star wars
cutie patootie tech with prada, NOT versace
cross eyed guitar tech asking which one of us was sherman(wtf.)
hotel window being visible to majority of downtown phoenix
flat tire
sun burns
eight hundred dollar tire(if that's even possible) paid for by favorite uncle

overall trip: slammin'

static__silence @ 2007-06-16T18:02:00

2007-06-17T01:02:27Z

i need a job.

static__silence @ 2007-05-20T15:45:00

2007-05-20T22:49:36Z

Last night a nigger and his lame ass friends did a drive by at a party i was at and just happened to pelt two bis ass rocks through my rear window. All the while, I was sleeping and i heard people running and yelling that rocks were being thrown at cars, and i just had a feeling. The shittiest thing is that my insurance won't cover it. The window loooks sweet though. Completely shattered and being held together by limo tint.

FUCK NIGGERS!

Anyone want to start a fund for the FIX SHERMAN'S CAR DONATION?

static__silence @ 2007-04-07T11:42:00

2007-04-07T18:43:15Z

I have more compassion for animals than I will EVER have for ANY human-being.

Scale of 1-10:
9 1/2

static__silence @ 2007-03-12T18:38:00

2007-03-13T01:44:59Z

i never realized how much i could miss someone until now.

right now my life consists of three things:
school
work
boyfriend

jose and i were talking about love tonight...
he actually DOES have a soul.
...and i'm a crybaby.

i just want to be a part of the janis dickinson modeling agency.
is that too much to ask?!

static__silence @ 2007-01-05T12:08:00

2007-01-05T19:08:55Z

i know it's because you love me......

but i've got this.

static__silence @ 2006-11-26T10:52:00

2006-11-26T17:52:10Z

i'm not too sure what to think of this...

static__silence @ 2006-11-04T21:24:00

2006-11-05T04:24:34Z

today i went to my first real meeting.
it went better than i had expected.
...but there was almost a brawl between this young skinny dude and this old fat man.

i graduate my iop this week.

i start my job on monday :)
i'm excited to get paid.

the senior picture on the bleechers was a real eyeopener.
all of the girls that were in the 'delicious dorados' were my good friends throughout jigh school.
i can't standdddd ANY of them now.
they have all betrayed me in one way or another so i am glad i have nothing to do with them any more.

p.s. my vagina is dyingggggg

static__silence @ 2006-11-03T16:12:00

2006-11-03T23:12:32Z

i got new digits due to a creepster.

870-3738

static__silence @ 2006-10-17T20:02:00

2006-10-18T03:04:01Z

i destroyed my locks.

i missed my sister and her manipulative goodness

static__silence @ 2006-10-08T19:47:00

2006-10-09T02:47:50Z

getting hammered in vail should occupy me for a while.

static__silence @ 2006-09-20T21:57:00

2006-09-21T05:00:16Z

this was one of the happiest days of my sixteen years of life

:)

i'm so happy to be back and i missed everyoneeeeeee

ps my whole facial region hurts from smiling so much

...but its okay!

static__silence @ 2006-09-14T13:26:00

2006-09-14T20:27:40Z

this is bullshit.

i won't be in school for a while.

static__silence @ 2006-09-10T13:10:00

2006-09-10T20:11:33Z

this probably isn't the best idea i've ever had.

static__silence @ 2006-09-09T11:45:00

2006-09-09T18:46:48Z

this was the last time.

static__silence @ 2006-08-07T00:15:00

2006-08-07T07:22:44Z

i miss my family
and by family, i know you all know i don't mean blood.
i mean the boys i grew up with...
my brothers
that i i haven't seen or talked to in a long while
because i'm a fuck up
but i'm getting better
and hopefully in a couple of months i will be functioning and normal again
and we can all hang out?

:/

static__silence @ 2006-08-06T18:59:00

2006-08-07T02:02:10Z

i failed.
fuckkkkk.
i was fucked up, what can you do?
damn it.

why did i give in to the pressure?

on a good note,
my car runs
...but it sounds and feels like it's going to explode.

static__silence @ 2006-08-02T20:45:00

2006-08-03T03:49:04Z

monday, wednesday, thursday.

story of my life.

at least there's a hottie i can stare at for the three hours a day.

:)

static__silence @ 2006-08-01T18:01:00

2006-08-02T01:03:41Z

it's always the same thing.

never, ever to myself

:/

last night was lame.

i tried, but it's just sooo hard!

ps. only a certain two know what this entry is about so if you are reading this thinking,"this is about me.", you're a fucking idiot.

static__silence @ 2006-07-30T01:28:00

2006-07-30T08:29:32Z

ima steal that shittttt

:)

static__silence @ 2006-07-28T16:43:00

2006-07-28T23:49:34Z

i tried to make a post from my phone yesterday, but apparently it didnt work.

that was the hardest thing i ever think ive had to do.

conni and connie are fucking dopeeeeee though.

butttttt i fucked up last night so i might not be seeing some of you for a while. :/

im just scared to be there alone, and not having any normal human contact for however long.

i hope this makes you happy.

ps. i hope they have a stereo or music player of some sort :)

static__silence @ 2006-07-26T03:22:00

2006-07-26T10:28:21Z

i missed you boys sooo much.

i'm glad you guys care.

:)

Tonight owned.

I love youzzzz

ps. tonight spehn and i were everywhere on the northside and everywhere we went she just passed out in my car.
she is rad for doing that. <3 also, being fucked up rules.

static__silence @ 2006-07-23T16:28:00

2006-07-23T23:34:37Z

someone pleaseeeee get me this hoodieeeeee

static__silence @ 2006-07-22T22:40:00

2006-07-23T05:32:19Z

ive discovered that everyone only cares about themselves; noone else, no matter what.

it's nature.

static__silence @ 2006-07-21T23:25:00

2006-07-22T06:25:43Z

i may be alot of things...

but im not selfish.